Thursday, July 9, 2015
What is our wish?
We are living for finding our wish. We strive to realize its wish. And we continue to strive to not lose the wish that became realized.
However we may not be able to fulfill the wish. We may also not be able to keep the wish that became realized. Our wish is very unstable. Therefore we have to always continue to wish.
Even if the realization of the wish is unstable and ephemeral, we continue to live with a wish something. To continue seeking a wish is a mission that was given to our life. Therefore we continue to look for a complete wish is not lost.
We are tired to be obtained endlessly. In fact, we want to stop to seek anymore. To do so, we need a complete wish that is not lost. We have to be realized that.
We got the property, but it was something fleeting. We got a health, but it was to be up to die. We got the loved people, but it had disappeared when feeling has been changed. We got a God, but the faith is always fluctuating in.
They were not at all the complete wish. They do not bring happiness, caused confuse us rather. However, even if they are the incomplete wish, we do not know a wish what obtain from other of them.
That we obtain something is a natural act. We do not need to be suppressed it. Even if we were suppressing it, we is not what we get nothing. Our problem is not whether seeking something or seeking nothing. The wish is incomplete, because we do not know someone who seek it.
We have lived without knowing the true wish. The true wish is knowing who is oneself. We wish to know really who oneself is. We got the wish that is other than oneself. By doing so, we wanted to make it a part of oneself.
By getting something, we wanted to existence that can explain oneself. However this attempt is something goes wrong. Because they will be lost all. Therefore we become state that can not be explained oneself again. We repeat that we live for seeking what is wished many times.
There is no sin in what we seek. We have no problem with the property and health and to love people and God. The problem is that we try to be assimilated them within oneself. They can not become oneself. This is the problem that we try to become oneself that can not be assimilated within oneself.
Because we did not know this problem, we have repeated many failure. At one point, we notice that it is wrong to find oneself in outside, and we make a change of direction. We face the inside of oneself, and begin to seek who oneself is.
Our wish is changed to know who oneself is. We have tried to seek oneself until now. However, it was changed from the outward to the inward direction. And it was changed from adding something to oneself to work to take away something from oneself.
We become inward to try to find oneself. However, we cause a mistake in that state. We capture the silence and happiness that is within oneself, and we try to be assimilated within oneself.
It is a habit of when we were looking for oneself outward. We tried to remove the superfluous things from oneself, but imperceptibly we would try to be assimilated the experience in our mind.
At that time, thing that we have to do is thing that not to try to find oneself. Even if we do not try to find oneself, we are already oneself. Oneself who was looking for oneself is the place that should be look for.
At that time, we know that we were already oneself. It's pure oneself nothing has been added. This oneself have never lost absolutely. This oneself existed at any time. It is completely.
Our wish is knowing oneself. We are living life for know it. If we do not know about it, we reborn again and again in this world. When we know it, we would achieve the best mission as human beings.
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