We try to avoid the truth.

We are seeking the truth, however we have resistance in knowing it. When we get closer to the truth, we try to move away from there. We try to avoid it as if truth is a dangerous thing.

Thing can be seen in meditation is that the true self to be here. It clearly can see as truth. When it was known, we confuse about who was oneself until now. Even if we witnessed the truth, we feel the resistance that oneself until now is negative.

When we get it in search of truth, it overturn what has been believed until now. Truth becomes illusion, and illusion becomes truth.

Because we feel the resistance to it, it tries to build the truth on the extension of the reality of until now by using the mind. Then we would twisted the truth that we got. So truth is distorted.

Distorted truth is not the truth. We will try to fix the distorted truth. However, as long as the mind does not let go of the reality of until now, it's distortion will not be fixed.

Without fixing the distorted truth,  we tries to believe the distorted truth as if it is the truth. And we ignore the truth, and trying to eliminate it. If there is the truth, it is disadvantageous for the distorted truth.

However, distorted truth is distorted. There is not that it become the truth. We will try to find the truth again. And we find the truth.
Still, we might not accept the truth. And if so, we also start over from the beginning.

We have repeated it many times. The cause is that the truth does not work in the area of mind. On the extension of until now, it was supposed to function supremely in the area of mind.

It was supposed be the greatest love, the greatest wisdom, and the best happiness. However, the truth is not so. There is no them to the truth. We can not accept it.

Then we seek the greatest love, the greatest wisdom, and the best happiness. We can not stop to seek them. Even as we have touched the truth, if it is useless, we will use the function of mind once again for seeking them in the world.

Even if it is momentary love, wisdom and happy, we think that's better than nothing. However, it does not change that they are an illusion. They change over time, and finally always be lost. At that time, we grieve that they were lost, and then we know it was not the best things.

When we accept the truth, we quit to be trying to build a false truth that is on the extension of mind, and we get something. The truth is there is nothing, but there is truth. The truth exists there.

The existence lets love exist, lets wisdom exist, and lets happiness exist. And the existence lets hate exist, stupidity exist, and unhappiness exist. The truth is that oneself is its existence.

Our existence is the existence of all. Only superficial thing is what is visible. Although it may be different superficial Thing, on its inside there is the same existence in everything.

We was all. Even if we are happiness, or even if it is unhappy, there is no effect on the existence itself. The existence is exist equally anything. God is the existence, and devil is also the existence as well. It's a our own truth.

Our mind might be resistance to this fact. We sure to insist that there is no way that God and the devil are the same. Even more, it is hard to believe that it is oneself.

However, it's truth. Until believe it, our mind confronted the truth many times. We have to break the hard shell. And until our mind is released into the truth, this learning goes on in our life.